That Eureka Moment
It’s roughly been two months now since I had keyhole surgery on my left knee. The procedure was to tidy up some meniscus damage (cartilage) and replace my torn anterior cruciate ligament with a hamstring graft. It’s not a pleasant thing to go through but out here in the alps this injury seems commonplace, and during the 6 weeks or so post-op that I was reliant on crutches I passed many a polite word in the street with strangers enquiring as to when it happened, how and who had done the repair.
To anyone asking how I’m doing I’ve normally replied with a customary, “OK, not bad” and to those probing further I explained that every now and then something just seems to click. By that I mean that learning to walk again in this way isn’t a gradual process where you make an extra step every day or can bend your leg slightly further after every session with the physio. Conversely, it seems days can pass without any progress and then suddenly, out of nowhere, you can unexpectedly put aside a crutch and bear weight on your bad leg, or reach out and take a stride. For me another thing clicked today when I realised that I was walking down some steps normally, stepping down right-left-right with one foot per step, just like a normal person… I’d been working on this for at least a week without any luck and even my ankle was refusing to co-operate, claiming it had forgotten how to flex that far, but today, distracted by a greeting from a pretty girl across the road, I found myself just making it work.
Honestly, I smiled a fairly broad grin and looked forward to testing this new skill on the next few sets of steps working their way down the pavement towards my apartment. They were only little steps but it’s really something. I can already walk pretty far, this afternoon covering 5km in a few hours without any real bother, and have started doing some light jogging in my physio sessions, so stairs are my only real obstacle to getting by day-to-day.
Then I made some red pepper soup which was nice, and an apple cake which wasn’t. Still, good day trumps bad day.

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